(Click here to read Sympathy Part One)

“Sympathy & Light, Part Two”

One thing I love about having my own blog is that it helps me in the same way that having a JOURNAL used to help me back when I was a teenager. I kept a journal and it helped me to get thoughts OUT of my head… it helps to keep one detached from the incessant dualistic nature of the evil brains we are all plagued by.

Someone recently posted something on the support forums about his ongoing court battles to get his daughter back from his ex-wife, who currently holds all the cards, despite her obvious incompetence as a mother. She’s like the Britney Spears of motherdom.

He mentioned in passing that “Right now, doing the 5D Compassion is not an option” because he was feeling too emotional. I told him that it’s PRECISELY during these hard times that we MUST do the 5D Compassion, not just for the benefits of transcending anger/blame, but also because it is in these hardest times that we earn our own self-esteem the most. I told him that if he could pull through this and come out on top, it would help him to earn his own trust back, because mastery over Self is the ultimate self-worth enhancement tool that we have.

In times of “super stress”, I suggest to students to use Shamanistic “Primal Screams”. That is, you think about that which is stressing you out, you let the energy build inside, and then you let it out in a terrific (and horrific) scream.

^^This little trick has done WONDERS for me, and it is also an awesome Girlfriend Training tool.

All of us are repressed - you MUST be to survive in this world. You can’t exactly tell your boss to go fuck himself whenever you feel like it. You can’t ram your car into the guy in front of you just because he cut you off. So all day long we repress, and it’s so unhealthy that it causes cancer and heart dis-ease unlike anything else. Cigarettes and whiskey are better for health than repression.

Primal Screams! rrrrrrrrrrrrAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRR RRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

You’ll feel better

THEN you can meditate. Otherwise we tend to have too much “brain static” to go quiet and become aware.

Once the emotion is OUTSIDE of your body, THEN you can sit down and run 5D Compassion to expand your consciousness. Works MUCH better than pot and hash joints. And better than wine. Especially if you have SEX afterwards…

SYMPATHY & LIGHT PART TWO
“Overcoming Poverty Consciousness”

I’ve had to make big strides this year to overcome Poverty Consciousness, or “working guy” paycheck consciousness. Last night I peeled off a HUGE layer, something semi-conscious that has been driving me in the wrong directions.

I started working “jobs” when I was 14, and I have had some pretty amazing (and shitty) jobs. Most jobs are pieces of shit if you ask me. A few of the memorable ones…

-Stockboy jobs, age 14 to 16

-Night shift gas station attendant (robbed at gunpoint 3 times, then I got fired because they assumed that I set the robberies up with friends, which I did not do. So I lost all my friends, my girlfriend at the time, etc. and my reputation. EVERYBODY turned on me, and I had guys coming up to me in clubs and doing things like punching me in the stomach by surprise, threatening me, etc.)

-Maxi-pad factory, 12 hours a night from 7pm to 7am, working the assembly line on concrete floors. 7 days on, one day off. Now THAT job fucking sucked.

-Machinist, at least 2.5 years. Big fucking loud machines, and as you work, little razor sharp metal shards enter your skin, poisoning you. But nobody ever told us it was so bad for our health. And the people who work in that field? Idiots (the employees) and super-assholes (the bosses). Like everywhere. In every job, people are always doing whatever they can to make others feel useless and stupid, have you noticed? Nothing is ever good enough, nothing.

-Sales jobs GALORE, because I really excelled in sales. I was pretty good at it, even earning #1 in Canada for the top Internet company out here. That is a BIG badass sales position, and I got a lot of validation, expereince, and JEALOUSY… holy shit people HATED me.

-I sold shoes as well, really expensive shoes that start at $300 a pair. I would sell those things to people while the 20-year-experienced guys would watch it all go down, and God did they hate me. I was just a “young punk”, what did I know? I knew how to CLOSE! I was passionate, I believed in the product, and I would sell not only the shoes, but MYSELF to some of the female shoppers

^^ I’m sure most of you can relate to what it’s like out there in the business/job world.

During this time I also had tons of girlfriends, and as you know girls can stress a guy out to the point of suicide. Combine bratty girlfriends with crappy jobs, and you have some really nice depression and a very well-fed painbody.

Here is where this gets interesting:

This painbody of mine, I used to daydream a lot about having a better life. I’d imagine winning the lottery, then buying a huge apartment complex and giving free rent to all of my friends. That way, we could all get good educations and become a “somebody”! Stick it to our parents! Yeah.

I also had a REALLY shit home life, but I won’t bore you with the details.

So I used to have little daydreams about saving all my friends from the working world of stress, and at the time, I didn’t realize how much those little daydreams would ultimately POISON ME later on in life.

I’m now going on 32, and while I can’t say this for sure, I’m probably the big success story from my entire high school. Most, if not all, of my old friends are still stuck in the rat race, working shitty jobs, they all have crappy relationships filled with Dragon Butter and pain, kids they don’t know how to raise, and everything else that makes life too hard.

And me?

I fuckin’ TRANSFORMED. My entire life is *perfect* - my relationships are way beyond what most humans can even concieve of, I mean, I show up to greet old buddies with at LEAST one young-awesome-hottie-who-worships-me by my side, sometimes two or three of them. I don’t have to hold “jobs” anymore, I’m a successful entrepreneur who now travels the world to teach his life passions. It’s pretty insane how happy I am. Ghita cries once a day minimum, FROM HAPPINESS. I’m living THE life I always wanted… actually, I’m already way past my old dreams (except I still can’t afford to buy sky-scrapers for all my friends, sorry guys, but you’re on your own).

I will *eventually* be able to afford that old “skyscraper” dream of mine, but last night I realized just how badly I need to let that dream go. These types of images have been stewing in the back of my subconscious mind for so long that I was barely aware of them, although they have been fueling my efforts in a big way. It is the wrong kind of motivation, Steph, really man… let that crap go now. You can’t be Superman, take your own advice.

(I’m *solid* in the context of GIRLS, I don’t know anyone who is more solid than myself when it comes to relationships, but the rest of my life is still in need of catching up. Fortunately, if you can handle WOMEN, you can pretty much do anything from that point on, haha.)

I have to let that old superman bullshit go, TODAY. “I freely let go of what I don’t need and welcome change”. STILL working on Sacral Chakra - is it just me, or is that not the TOUGHEST CHAKRA to heal? I call it “The Eckhart Tolle Chakra” because you have to be on Eckhart’s level to say “My Sacral Chakra is perfectly open”. Yikes!

My mind is very calm and quiet MOST of the time, but let’s be real, I’m still stuck in it. It’s going to take me a lifetime or more to get all the way out. To live ONLY in the Chakras is tough, and we need to be READY for this, it takes time. One thing I’m self-satisfied about is although I’m still stuck in my head, I’m also very detached from it when I need to be. I’m good at being “the little man” in the back of my head, The Silent Witness comes pretty easily to me now. I would be nothing without re-identification with Silent Witness, which is the single most important thing I have ever learned.

ideaGasms would be nothing without Chakras, holy shit. I would still be applying for sales jobs if not for those Chakras…

Which brings me to where I’m at today. IG (ideaGasms) is growing, and it’s about to explode when BGTP comes out later this week. I should have recorded Ghita editing this thing, because she spends her days laughing and running over to hug me, that video would sell the program very nicely indeed

So now, I’m getting schooled in the art of hiring staff, my goal for this year is to get away from having to reply to emails altogether. I’m currently training people to handle the shipping/handling type of emails, I’m also training Alex to answer questions about Dating, S E X and Relationships (he’s a champ), as well as manage the forums, and I’m working with my first-ever marketing team that is proving to be quite competent indeed. I’ve never marketed, and I’m glad because it taught me that I can do it on my own. And with the help of DYD…

My goal is to become 100% CREATIVE, which means the entire business must be run by other people. My mind has to reach 100% quiet levels now, that way whatever comes out of my mouth will be gold. Have you noticed how fucked up being on the internet can make you? The ‘net gives energy, but it takes energy as well. The electromagnetics, the static builds up to the point where I cannot even meditate unless I do some preliminary screaming first…

A HUGE lesson I learned about hiring people is simply this:

Hire people who care more about making a difference in people’s lives than they do about money. When I hired my first “manager” two years ago, I speciafically hired him because he was obviously a SUIT. A suit is someone who places money above all else.

I thought, “I’m too focused on individuals and “Heart” to be any good at running a business, so I need someone “dark” and cunning to get shit done.”

Wrong!

He ran IG right into the ground… I almost drowned recently and I’m just now picking up the pieces. We ALMOST “died”, so-to-speak.

The people I’m working with NOW, however, are people who want to contribute to the global awakening of mass consciousness. THESE ARE “MY PEOPLE”! They believe in my message, in my ability to impact lives, and they are happy to be on board because their Heart’s beat with mine. Money is a distant second, and when you work with people like that, we all make more money in the long run anyway.

Anyway, I’ve made a few mistakes, I’ve hired some people for the wrong reasons, and it made me aware of my old “daydreams” of saving all my friends from lives of misery and pain. I’m letting go of this desire to save them because in reality, the world is my mirror and that means I was merely trying to save my old “working man” paycheck consciousness Self, if that makes any sense. I have MASSIVE sympathy problems, and I’m lucky to have become aware of this pattern. Soooo fortunate, wow.

My friends are all exactly where they need to be on their own unique life path and soul evolution. I’m not honoring anyone by trying to save them. (Funny how I know and LIVE these lessons 100% in the context of my own love life, but not in this business & friends context!) I also needed to go through all of those painful times, because many of those “jobs” trained me to be where I am today - even the stupid gas-station job is what allowed me to read hundreds of books about human behavior, NLP, psychology, sociology, relationship dynamics, and so on. I got some real “schooling” on that “dumb job”. And the sales jobs really helped me to “Man up” on MANY levels. Looking back, each and every silly little job taught me things about myself that I needed to learn very badly.

^^ Glad those days are behind me.

Thanks for reading, I know this wasn’t as “deep” as Part One, but I feel ten pounds lighter! I also feel a little bit of a blush coming on as I’m about to click on ‘publish’…

Having a PUBLIC journal, yikes.

Blessings, Light, and Empathy-not-sympathy,

Stephane