So we decided to stay in L.A. for 7 more days because the group vibe is so awesome, and the recordings are *tight*. As time goes on, everyone is getting closer, and therefore really OPENING UP. We’re getting into some really deep shit, and as usual, there are plenty of tears… not only from myself but the entire group.

Actually, shit… this guy Sanjay came by for an evening - a student of mine who went from ‘clueless virgin’ to ‘comedian mack daddy’ who has a hot girlfriend who is ‘in GTP training’ haha.. As he was leaving he looked at me in such a way that we both cried due to his transformation… he seriously “manned up” and credits the GTP (and himself!). I love meeting these guys, it helps me tame the inner critical demons.

So far, the BGTP has over 8 hours of solid mat’l, and who knows how much more we will add. Honestly, I could release it AS IS and it would still blow everyone the fuck away. What a great week this has been..

What I especially like about it is the COMEDY - it’s more comedy than it is actual serious course or “program” (although it is jam-packed with frame control and other goodies, and let’s not forget the tears). And, it will sound like an old Black Sabbath album or something.. with that *RAW* ‘garage’ quality that I love. My “products” are turning into more like artistic ALBUMS of sorts.. designed to induce ATTITUDE in the listener, more than anything else. The people who are chilling with us have told me they learn more from my ENERGY than just words, and this new program is sizzling with electric energy. I’m fucking HAPPY.

Since my pattern of self-doubt is so strong (I personally HATE my own products, yet people keep praising me like crazy. I know on an intellectual level that my stuff dwarfs the rest of the community, but my inner-demons are strong indeed. I think every artist, musician, actor, etc. probably has this inner-criticism aspect, and this isn’t actually a PROBLEM… it puts a flame under our asses to be the best we can be).

So anyway, since my self-doubt is so intense, I will not listen to the BGTP. I trust Ghita to edit this thing perfectly anyway. I only listened to the GTP once, to approve it, and haven’t heard it since because I know I’ll be tempted to re-record the entire thing

The BGTP is the one program that I’ve wanted to make since DAY1, it is the ONLY thing I actually want to talk about with you guyz. But, I needed to lay the proper groundwork for my students first - get women squirting, learn how to train them to behave like a good girlfriend should, get the inner-game (chakras) handled, etc.

SO NOW I CAN FINALLY UNLEASH THE REAL INNER MADNESS.

(I feel like a university professor who’s been teaching kindergarden, and will finally get to start teaching college grads about his true passions.)

The BGTP is actually going to be a SERIES of programs, because this is something one could study for several lifetimes. This first program is really just an intro, even though it looks like it could be well over 12 hours long.

So yeah, I know quite a few of you L.A.’ers wanted to drop by but never got the chance to, well guys, we’re staying in L.A. for another week. Please note that the BGTP seminars are not open to newsletter subscribers, they are ONLY open to actual GTP customers (otherwise people come by and get freaked out, then run off to become born-again Christians). And if you bring your GF along, she better be BISEXUAL, otherwise, to hear me talking so openly and so “unplugged”, along with all the girls… your GF could seriously start feeling inadequate & defensive. BI-girls only please, this is a seminar on CIRCLES, not “dating” or whatever

Before I log off, I thought I’d post a few pics from the other night…

(They will appear small on this blog, just click to enlarge.)

These are two of the L.A. “circle couples” that I’m training, along with other students and friends. This is from having dinner at “Arnie Morton’s Steakhouse” (holy shit, SERIOUS goddamn steaks!)

Left to right - AmyJo (from suicidegirls.com and godsgirls.com), Ghita, and Melina

Miguel and Ariel from the forums..

^^I’m not sure who this chick is, but she’s cute!

“My Chakras are thirsty!”

^^ This pic of Ghita is living proof that a fat guy like me who has braces can get a hot girlfriend ^^

Beatiful people, beautiful hearts indeed..

Blessings all around,
Stephane

PS - The GTP is becoming a *must* at this point