I quit smoking a while back, but eventually started again because I refuse to believe that tobacco is evil. People have been telling me this for years, but in my heart I never truly believed it. Call me crazy, but I don’t trust anything the schools, governments, church, and media ever tells us under any circumstance. I just assume a backwards universe - it really helps me sort this stuff out.

So I recently started smoking big fat cigars, and they’re awesome. It also cut my ciggy intake, which is why I started w/cigars, but I ended up REALLY appreciating gigars. Smoking a cigar is a meditation practice in itself. Plus I get to feel like Winston Churchill

Anyway, I’m currently working with some very cool Shamans right now, who shall remain nameless, and they are teaching me some crazy shit about health, etc. (And things I can’t even talk about).

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Question:
Hey Stephane,

I’m still having trouble getting over a girl that I was/am deeply in love with. I really want to move on and find someone new, something better for me, but I still have a tendency to be fixated on her. I can feel that my thoughts about her are preventing me from moving on and on an energetic level possibly repelling a girl that would be a lot better for me. I’ve been trying for the last few months to learn all the lessons that I could and righting all the mistakes I made in my head. I’ve pretty much found them.

The hardest thing for me to swallow is that I did nothing that repelled her. At the time of the break-up (to my knowledge) she still loved me, was still attracted, still wanted to be with me…but she still felt compelled to leave…I just have not understood it yet. I’ve also ran into her a couple of times since and still saw that spark in her eyes, the one that is on that different level(that dosen’t help me out because it keeps me hanging on).

Then I found out recently that she’s seeing someone new and that really dosen’t feel good. I know its her issue but my ego says I could have done something different or been something different that would have changed things.

I guess I don’t understand when they say you’re the best thing they ever had, and they love you with all their heart and soul, how they can then drop you like a bad habit out of the blue. Any and all advice on moving on healthfully would be greatly appreciated. Something to help me break out of this damn funk and find someone who more capable of handling my love and not throw away someone as great as me.

Thanks

My Comments:

Hey man, it’s hard for me to truly answer this because your question runs deep. I don’t know exctly how you were acting with this girl, and what she was really like as a person. Usually there are little “slips” that guys make without realizing what they’ve done.

Had you videotaped the entire relationship, I could have told you what went wrong

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